Hoping

Amongst all the craziness going on right now, I've got my GI apt today at 1. My friend is coming over to take care of the kids so Randall can go with me and be my back up, and I'm so grateful. I have a list of questions I plan to ask him, and am hoping he's in a good mood today, since he (the GI) tends to be a bit testy. I'm hoping he will tell me what I'm going through is normal and to go ahead back to my regular diet and lifestyle.

Went over to the neighbor's to let the dogs out, and the keys wouldn't work:/ Had to call Dee at the hospital just to see if there was any other way I could get in the house. She'll be coming home soon, so told me not to worry. I feel bad w/ them in there w/ no way to get out to pee and nothing to eat:( Poor doggies. Art is in ICU, w/ extremely low BP and high white count. She said they think it might be Diverticulitis?! WTHECK?! Is it in the water???!!!! Man alive. I hope Erin Brockovich isn't visiting my neighborhood soon. hhaa. Grief.

I guess God thought I needed to mop my floor again and pull out my fridge and clean underneath, since I'd only done the stove, bc after putting the kids' juice in the fridge, the door flies open and the full huge plastic bottle flies out and busts all over the floor. About 1/2 the juice spilled out, so had to sop it up and steam clean it bc my slippers were sticking to it. ugh. Need to do school, pick up the house and shower before noon. Don't think it's all gonna happen. Might be doing school this evening too:/

Well, better get off here. Not too excited about my b'day tomorrow. Kind of a bummer this year bc I love my b'day and have never been in such a sour mood thinking about it. Things are not really going as planned as far as plans, and I'm at the point where I just don't even care any more. I don't know why I try to do things sometimes. Shoulda just gone on a cruise. lol. I did get R some cool valentine stuff, banner, tablecloth and some chocolate for fonduing...and a mini photo book of cute pics of us:)) I know he'll love that. I'm trying a lot harder on that front than I have in years and it makes me happy. Yesterday was Grandma's b'day, and it hit me as I was driving home from the movies. Man, I just miss her so. B'day week doesn't feel the same anymore. Her b'day's the 12th, mine's the 14th and my Mom's is the 16th. Dang, i need to get my mom a card and present....more to do, more to do. Think I'll send her flowers or an edible arangement at work. She would love that.

Better get crackin'...even though I just wanna go to sleep and just chill instead. Peace.