Rough day today. I guess just mentally for me. School went okay until E decided to say NO to me and do things HIS way and I majorly lost it on him. So we had a nice little 5 minute, GO TO YOUR ROOM, screaming, crying session (yes, all of us), and then we hugged and made up and E told me I needed to ask God to help me to be nice, which made me feel like an even bigger failure. As does that run-on sentence. He's said NO adamantly to me 4+ times today and "Yes Ma'am" zero times. The chart isn't doing a whole lotta squat right about now and I feel like banging my head on a wall. Plus the fact that mother nature is kicking my hind end.
All that to say, I'm going to take a nap. Hopefully to regroup and reset my brain and can wake up and start anew. S'posed to be going over to a friend of E's b'day party tonight, but I feel like I'm in social lockdown right now. I want to just hide. I get like this sometimes. Just praying I feel better later.
But, school did go well, even despite the interruption. E said 2 new verses and did wonderful in school today. We started too late (11am) so that was the biggest problem. When it starts getting into lunch time, he starts yawning and acting hungry. imagine that;)
Night night.
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